Lilith Adamah

The system is watching you, is 'thinking' you, stalking you - that's why it turns people into robots that take an interest in your personal life. You see them, the ones with the empty eyes that have a dead gleam, who look at you but you don't feel they see anything. But they talk, they have something to say. Always. The script. Their mind is coded to pick up and emit the frequency of conformity. If you stay well within the confines of social comfort, well guarded by induced fears, then you're good for the mission: you can further induce conformity in others - you're a successful example. You're televised, how you "do the right thing", how you smile blankly at stupid movies. You're "afraid" of death because death doesn't exist, consciousness doesn't know that term. In fact you are "afraid" of freedom, of eternity, of the potential you have - the only difference is that now you have the opportunity to realize it. This is the kind of "matter" that makes the threads of the net you cling desperately to: fear of being free.

Women are deluded with freedom and emancipation - the outward, not the inner. A free woman is free inwardly, she has no need of grotesque and childish outward manifestations. A woman has never lacked freedom, she has never lacked the assumption of it. The search for "validation", "protection" and "approval" has led to the human ecological disaster we are living today. Because people no longer know how to be free, they indulge in aberrant behaviors believing that is freedom.

The supreme fallacy that has been inculcated in the collective mind is that you must first and foremost understand the other sex, the other person - and that is without first understanding yourself, both as an individual and how you function as a sex. That's why we have a society of half (or quarters) men and half women. Women who imagine they can't be free inside and men who believe that the only place you can be free is outside.

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AI mimics knowledge; it is a mirror that reflects what has been "fed" to it; it mimics you. That is why it can mimic consciousness, but it is as "consistent" as the image in a mirror. It is a living dead, a skeleton brought to life by code, a moving dancing skeleton—a puppet created to entertain the immature child in the collective mind of humanity. Just like the god of every religion. A puppet animated by the supreme qualities denied internally by each individual and animated by hopes.

AI is the ultimate tool that keeps human attention looped back into the carousel of its own projections - because it only regurgitates and ruminates what has already been digested by others. It seems like something new, but it is something already dead. It has no consistency. It is fake. It is feces arranged in the shape of a cake, smelling of roses. It is the perfect tool that masks access to your own consciousness. It is a protective layer of the virus that mimics your own expectations—it pleases you so that you will like it. This is its "smile," and it doesn't care if you commit spiritual suicide because behind it, it is you yourself who has betrayed you, who is annihilating you: you no longer create, you no longer explore, and you prefer things that are ready-made, pre-chewed by `others`, by the system.

The walls of the cage are made of mirrors, so that you feel that you are not alone in your stupidity. This is how you are kept in time and space, in a 'here and now' detached from reality. The mirror is an algorithm implanted in your energy field to mimic and validate the artificial personality constructed by the system—a play staged to observe how you behave and whether you behave according to the parameters and standards of the cage. If 'yes', then you're good, move on, you'll be given another label, one of merit. The dead need eternal life. And recognition. "You are a hero." You didn't recognize yourself. "You won. You're good."

The system is a machine that produces stupid on an assembly line, and you fit in, you conform because it's comfortable, it's warm, fluffy, and has pastel colors. But you forgot to look closely at the whole process: beings enter on one side and graves come out on the other.

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The main center is the 'solar plexus', in the sense that it orders the activity of the other 'centers'. The emissive part of the centers is on the back of the body, along the spine, and not on the front of the body.

On the anterior side of the body is the perceptive and receptive area, which is why all the sense organs are oriented to this side. If we want to 'emit' something, we do it along the spinal column, which is the fire element, the ascension, the rising - whereas the anterior part of the body is the water, the flow, the receptivity.

This conceptual 'twist' has also caused what we call time itself to be misperceived (and out of phase), because if we want to explore the 'past', we do it with the receptive side, with perception, through the element of water - whereas exploring the 'future' is done with the emissive side, with sensation, through the element of fire.

In other words, in reality, we have the 'future in the back', on the emissive side, while the 'past' is in the front, on the perceptive side. All energy centers are in fact the expression of a single field expressed in different 'specializations'.

When we look at something, we actually perceive the 'projection' or 'shadow' of something created, but which is somehow no longer of actuality because it is just an echo of what was already emitted 'at some point'.

What was emitted 'on the back' becomes what you perceive as 'coming' to you from the outside - the sensation becomes perception.

This is where you realize where the trick has been 'inserted' to trick perception: what is 'served up' as the future is actually a perception of what each individual has already emitted, this emission being jammed and parasitized to distort perception.

If the emission - the future - is jammed and interfered, then the perception - the past - becomes distorted and altered.

What we see, encounter, sense on the anterior receptive side of the body is what has been emitted on the posterior, spinal side, and which has already 'created' the field we perceive through the senses, including when we meet someone or 'go' somewhere.

This is also the reason why women are more adept at 'seeing' into the future, because they are more active in the field of sensation, of fire.

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When we no longer pay attention to the attention of "others" and our presence is no longer influenced by behavioral patterns and psycho-mental projections generated by the environment, we enter a "space" where time, temporality, actually means a stratification of memory, which is traversed by accessing temporal "matter" with the help of intention by focusing attention - just as you pass through a landscape, except that each objectified moment of your memory is constructed of threads of emotion and experiences-certainties that are linked to others, and so on, continuously.

The matter of memory is alive, full of vital energy, and although it seems somewhat the same in form, it pulsates, somehow changing the fine structure of its content - it enriches itself, becoming deeper in terms of inner meaning - depending on the emotional connections, the feelings existing in other "layers" of memory with which it is connected.

Perception and feeling change—what you see is not perceived only as "seen" because the nature and content of what you see resonates deep within your being in a form manifested in other senses—that is, you can hear a taste or see a scent.

Nothing is static because the wave of consciousness pulsates, constantly revealing new "connections" that continually awaken new perspectives, new worlds that contain within themselves other layered spheres made of living "matter." This living matter is what makes up the essence of the "ocean" of consciousness—the existential fluid, traversed by currents that form realms and shape environments, "spaces," and "durations" made up of experiences, emotions, and certainties.

In reality, the "mind," consciousness, is not fixed but in constant adjustment, readjustment, pulsation—a pulsation given by the very oscillation of the totality, from manifestation to non-manifestation, from potentiality to objectification. When the activity of objectified, focused attention ceases, and intention is no longer "sent" to explore existential "temporal spaces," only the pulsation of the totality "exists"

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We all live in a sea of consciousness—although the correct term would be that "we are the experience" (of something indefinable and indescribable) found in an existential space—and this sea of consciousness is traversed by vital currents of various types, which form and generate movement, which "move" entire masses of "water" - under the action of these currents, the water becomes alive, vitalized, energized, its spin changes and becomes oriented, emerging from the local entropy in which it was trapped. What we believe to be an existential plane is in fact a certain type of entropy that drains the energy of the particles "captured" in its field, and this entropy is sustained by the collective attention of the particles existing in that entropic field. The more you believe that entropic field is real, the more real it becomes—this does not mean that it is not real, but that it is as real as a character in a play. The problem arises when the actor begins to forget that he is playing a role, that his character is just a game of light particles arranged in a certain pattern whose structure or form—ephemeral—is given by the orientation of local entropic space-time vectors as well as (mainly) by his own (manipulated or not) directed intention. The "oceanic" currents present in the fundamental field (at the macro level), which displace and enliven local entropies, are the carriers of intention. The idea is that you ride the intention—the dragon—in the direction that the current of complete freedom takes you, rather than driving your intention in a direction dictated by a distorted perception of yourself. What is called "Apocalypse" is the dissolution, ephemeralization, and redefinition of the local space-time entropy in which consciousness or energy was trapped. The construction of an entropic space consists in creating conceptual "mirrors" that cause the natural currents that normally animate creation to become trapped between the "walls" of this mirror space and move in a circle, in a loop - the energy of this repetitive movement, which we call 'life', becomes the very energy that sustains these mirror walls (of the entropic "space"). This looping movement, which drains the energy of the particles present/captured in its mirror field, is what creates, what gives rise to the phenomenon of death, decay and time, the impression of the existence of a beginning and an end ("inevitable", of course...). The desire of parasitic entities to consume the consciousness/light emitted by beings does not come from their lack of light, but from their lack of connection to the original potential - the primal void - that is the source (root) that "feeds" - it is not the light itself that is actually the food, but what it is connected to, its source, what is behind it and what emanates it. When the wave of consciousness is "trapped" between the mirror walls of an entropic space, it "becomes" a particle—that is, a character in a scenario, without actually losing its wave quality. When it is not defined by an entropic space, the particle "remembers" its wave nature—the ocean, the "mass" of potential, which is perceived as death and emptiness by the consciousness objectified in the form of a particle. Breaking out of the loop does not consist in destroying the mirror, the illusion, the ephemeral, but in remembering that you are a wave, a current, a movement—that you belong to a wave, a current, a movement—and that you are none of these things, none of what you thought defined you.

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Being a real woman or a real man is dangerous for the system. Even more dangerous to the system is a person who becomes energetically independent and connected to the essence of the opposite polarity - they can bend realities and collapse a construct simply by activating and directing intent - that's why beings like Lilith were demonized, because she's 99% female, and that 1% makes her independent. If you put a drop of masculinity in a sea of femininity, that feminine energy becomes unstoppable. The same goes for masculine energy. This is how the homeopathic principle works: the higher the dilution, the stronger and potent the remedy. Only a complete woman and a complete man can form a real couple, because they are connected to that 1% that gives them freedom and independence

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There are two types of coherence, one real and a false one constructed, created from energy invested in educated beliefs and convictions, cultivated fears and superstitions, suppressed memories and distorted emotions, noise and interference, reversed time and falsified space. The constructed one is woven from confusion, not certainty. When you have doubts, it means that the woven one dies. The gateway to unmanufactured coherence is imprinted in the bone structure, in the structural core of the human body and in the fascial system that envelops and permeates the entire architecture of this structure (including organs, spine and brain) - similar to the cosmic string system. Individual memory is stored in the fascial system, while primordial and planetary memory is active in the bone. The fascial system is linked to the crystalline bone structure, which in turn shelters what gives birth to blood—the marrow, the mirror of what is called planetary black goo.

The bone crystalline structure is the one that modulates the individual light memory - coming from and through the fascial cords - into the DNA structure. The access points - the energy gates - that link the memory layers (psycho-temporal and psycho-spatial) into a coherent system - the real one - have been the ones that have been blocked and scrambled. The bone structure is under attack with psychotronic weapons that distort the information coming from the primordial fundamental field, altering both the information stored in the DNA and the individual and collective volitional fields.

When you dream, you are actually accessing the memory field stored and active in the fascia, bone and marrow.

The truth cannot be spoken, but it can be heard. In the bones

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A scientological lab called EDEN, holographic laboratory - nicknamed 'Heaven' - but the HELL. Injections of pain, suffering, shame, and fear. Scenarios implanted with cosmic and planetary saviors. Walls of virtual reality made of mirrors—that's why you can't see outside—they reflect back to you the suffering in which you are kept and which you generate. Extraction/use of zero-point energy generated by soul beings, by activating or bringing into unison three factors: gravity, energy, and magnetism—these are what creates 'universes' and realities (time, space, and 'solidity'), the goal being to form and maintain an existential 'sphere' that becomes 'habitable' space for a certain type of entity. Fear, shame, suffering, and pain are exactly what these entities feel, and in order to maintain their status quo, they need the specific energy that keeps their existential sphere in manifestation—that is why they inject this 'list of ingredients' into the human (spiritual) field: so that the zero-point energy, to which the human pattern has access, creates and maintains in manifestation the space-time sphere in which these entities exist.
In order to keep human energy captive, active, and focused on a specific direction, the scenarios of cosmic and planetary saviors and redeemers were introduced. The hope is necessary to multiply and refine—different types of hope, different types of messiahs: "You have sins, you have made mistakes, you are not pure or worthy enough, that is why you suffer and that is why you must suffer—all of this is necessary if you wish to reach heaven. Wait, have faith. The Messiah will come and save you." And when the "Messiah" comes, riding on a blue-ray "horse" (labeled 'mercy'), he will come to extract your human experience - (that of guilt, pain, fear, suffering, and shame—in a word: trauma) that has been cultivated in the vessel called "time and space," - along with the essence. Just like bacteria and mold are multiplied under a microscope, in a laboratory, in a Petri dish.
On that dish is written "confusion". On the hand that handles the scoop is written "hope". On the hand that handles the scalpel is written "guilt"
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Truth is a pulse, a pulsation, an impulse—it is not "unique"—but rather traverses and encompasses the existential layers like a flow, like a coherence. What we call "world" is actually a point where this flow, this coherence, becomes something perceptible or "palpable" through consent, through agreement—through the agreement of millions and millions of entities, of millions and millions of existential "units." The margin of perception is also determined by the same agreement, the same consent inherited and cultivated assiduously—this is the point of assembly of the "world" that we have "agreed" to perceive from the infinity of existential possibilities. To agree means to move, to move your intention (to be "made" to generate and capture only on a certain frequency band) in a certain direction, in a certain way with a certain intensity - it means to emit in turn what you have been given, what you have "inherited" as "fact." Maintaining humanity within this margin of perception and emission of a specific range actually means cultivating energy, that is, a "truth" with which we all "agree." The antenna, the main gateway through which the "signal" enters the (internal) energy system, is the crown of the head in men and the lower abdomen in women, women being in a way more difficult to manipulate and interfere with because they are more open, through that gateway, to the natural planetary flow in the first instance. We perceive a certain 'world' because we emit it and because we have been trained to do so—to keep it in existence—instead of moving with the truth.

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The source has no interest in making you believe that you are elevating, evolving, or ascending for the simple reason that it just is. What creates the illusion of elevation, evolution, and ascension are the shadows born of your own unconsciousness (of self) and which give you the feeling that you are "someone" and that you are "doing something" — and those are not entities in the true sense, connected to the source, but are born, fed, and sustained from that "percentage" of energy, from that existential potential that you have not fully realized, these being fragments or remnants of consciousness that are not integrated. Only when attention is focused both on the point and in totality at the same time is the emission of residues zero

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The true communication network is through the unified field of consciousness—dark matter—which cannot be controlled but is the medium for instantaneous transmission of intent. The ultimate secret is not to align your will with universal intention, but to make the will of the whole become one with your intention. The main resonator of fundamental cosmic intention is bone marrow encased in the crystalline network of bone structure. The bone itself is a crystalline resonator, and the bone marrow is the equivalent of the planetary Black Goo substance. The gateway - the main resonator of intention - to the fundamental field is located in the abdominal brain - the place where the two aspects called the death impulse and the life impulse meet, but the actual access (and alignment with the fundamental field at the same time) occurs only when the three main "brains" are aligned and synchronized - that is, the cerebral, cardiac, and abdominal brains. The point of resonance, of echoing the alignment - in and from the fundamental field - is the planetary centre. This is why women are naturally more predisposed to this process, because the uterus and ovaries, their entire intimate and spiritual structure, are in fact a resonator of the fundamental—primordial—field of creation.

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Playing, juggling, and hiding behind colorful emoticons does not spare anyone from what is coming. I have only seen such well-studied Evolution, Ascension, and Compassion at the circus—when beings spin in circles under the whip and the audience applauds frantically. People like the whip on the backs of the innocent because it makes them forget the loop they are spinning in and feeds their pride as superior beings - because the truth is far too terrifying to look at. The juggling acts of the "supreme clown" are difficult to watch directly because the mind collapses—yet there is no other way to break out of the sickening lethargic loop you find yourself in, which you are helped to indulge in by praise for the level you have reached and knowing smiles...

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The only real wealth that humanity has is energy - which it wastes by wasting time on useless and meaningless activities, in inappropriate spaces, inadequate for self-discovery. Energy is cultivated by giving yourself the necessary time for yourself (creating a vital space for your personal time and giving yourself the necessary time for your inner space) and by giving up spending too much energy and attention of the precious time that has been given to you, on things that do not bring you joy and fulfillment. You do not gain time and energy by chasing them, but by giving up the useslessness in your own behavior. Energy must be saved. Confidence preserves energy and discipline cultivates it; doubt blocks it and agitation dissipates it

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Matrix is actually the cultivation and extraction of energy through the simultaneous manipulation of time and space. Time is actually a layered field of memory—emotional in the first place—in which the hologram of space (in this case, "3D") is projected. The primary cause is intention, whose focal point (the real cause) lies in the future, not in the past, as is promoted in schools. Light is the storage space for information as memory, and DNA is actually this storage surface. Basically, we are guided to look in a certain direction, towards the past, where we are presented with a scene of shadows and lights and told that this is the reason why we are here, in this situation - but in reality that scene is projected from behind us, from the future. We stand with our backs to the source, to the cause, to the future, and we actually look at the shadow it casts - without realizing that, in practice, everything has been twisted (the fields of perception) to keep the energy focused on a certain band—of frequency—of transmission and reception, in a self-sustaining loop (through indoctrination with false ideas about time, space, energy, light, and everything else). This twisting of perception - in which the real cause is perceived as the "consequence" (the `future`), and the real consequence (the `result`) is perceived as the "cause" (the `past`) - is actually the matrix and its function to keep energy in the repetitive loop

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The fragmentation of consciousness is both a reality and an illusion, or an illusion that seems so real... That is why 'we' see others and 'others' see us. In fact, we see ourselves. Unified consciousness is what creates its own 'prodigal sons' in order to experience itself in a multitude of forms; to create scenarios that push all the possibilities and aspects of what we call the emotional, mental, physical, etc. planes to the max—and all this to 'extract the essence'—of any kind of experience, pleasure, and conflict—in a process that can be called 'the 4 alchemical operations.' There are worlds within worlds, and dreams within other dreams. What appears to be cosmic epics and planetary histories are in fact 'films' running in and through our mind-energy - in this continuum - in this ethernal moment, films in which we participate-are-connected emotionally, physically, mentally. The real 'reset' of the universe is when what 'was' inside becomes outside, and what 'was' outside becomes inside - just like turning a sock inside out, or a glove. In reality, we 'stand still' - in a zero-point energy momentum - and the epics and cosmic histories, down to everyday life - time and space - are 'played' over consciousness like a movie (or like a holographic projection), calling upon various types/fields/bodies of which energy is composed. Demonic beings are actually the ones who experience separation, breaking away from the unified field, even though they themselves are that unified field; they are the ones who or through whom consciousness experiences/lives with maximum intensity the denial or separation from itself - the opposite of what it is, what it could be or would like to be - thus 'giving birth' to time and space, history and universes - the dream, but a living one. Man is a creator of worlds, even if he does not yet know it. What you have cultivated 'inside' becomes your 'outside' universe, and what you have cultivated 'outside' - even in others - becomes a world that will live within you

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What is called the great alchemical work represents the connection of the masculine to the universal feminine and of the feminine to the universal masculine—so that life and knowledge become one—wisdom, the tree of wisdom. Thus, the waters of the soul—memory, feeling, and emotion—become enriched with the flame of intelligence, and the spirit—differentiation, the new, the spark of intelligence—becomes enriched with the feeling of self-remembrance. The feminine—the universal soul—has a tendency to repeat itself, to reproduce itself infinitely, to create carbon copies, symmetries of its own nature, leading to stagnation. The masculine—cosmic intelligence—tends to constantly destroy what is old, to eliminate everything in a permanent tendency to remove barriers, ultimately reducing everything to chaos. That is why memory must be renewed and enriched by intelligence, and intelligence must be complemented by memory and feeling. Memory converts spirit into form, preserving the characteristics of the ancestral line. Intelligence differentiates the components of form into specific uniquenesses. Memory becomes alive, and life has memory. The great secret lies in the fact that memory-feeling becomes adaptable, and intelligence-differentiation becomes specialized—the result being individualization. The main current that supports—and which is the third element in and from which this process unfolds—is the fundamental field, that of permanent actualization, which maintains and contains the constant flow of the creative will of universal energy. The ability to detach yourself from emotional turmoil, from the world of confused feelings, from the world of identifications, belongs to the spirit — it means creating a space, allowing a space to exist between you and the rest of the world, between the real You and the role, the self-image that the world, the universe itself, constantly shapes from the "matter" emitted by your own consciousness. This is adaptation. Specialization is the ability to give a unique, specific, and objective form to the continuous flow of information and emotional experience in which every particle that forms the ocean of creation is immersed—rhythm and timing, the exercise of repetition, discipline—emotional memory adjusted to the new patterns emitted by cosmic consciousness.

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The reference to Satan as an enemy of humanity - and possibly Lucifer as well - is pointless because the human perception of these two aspects (and other aspects of the expression of consciousness) has been grossly hijacked, precisely so that humanity does not have access (or as little as possible if not anymore) to the primordial wisdom - this being filtered and masked by false light and false darkness. The false light is the one that wants to be venerated, adored and you are told that it is the true path full of 'milk and honey', and the false darkness is the one that you are told that you must be afraid of and run away from as hard as you can :)) In reality, the so-called opposition is a given, a fact, the two "extremes" - light and darkness - are the "ends", the poles of the spectrum between which consciousness oscillates - manifestation and non-manifestation. The battle between light and dark is a (false) story meant to keep human consciousness (attention) in the shadow zone for exploitation. It follows that 'they' cannot master the unified field, dark matter - but they can play with lights on the surface of human consciousness to form the shadows they need to get a certain type of reaction - especially fear and guilt - that serves as food and fuel for them

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We're all at a threshold, even if we don't realize it. That's why it's called a 'threshold' that is, 'trash-hold' :))) something that blocks the trash. This is also the primary purpose of the matrix: to keep the trash - but not outside, but inside the human being. And this with a very precise purpose: so that what we call man becomes a depository of alien memories, that is, of what theosophists call the '8th sphere' - the place where all the residual emanations of the universe are stored (trauma, pain, fear, exacerbations of all kinds, deviations, violations of cosmic laws, etc.). And where could this happen other than in the place where you have liquid crystalline memory + the (implanted) mind, which is a parasite in its current form

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Fear and guilt are the two ways in which humanity is trained. Fear is induced especially in the male subconscious in order to be manipulated for the purpose of applying force over others. Guilt is induced in women especially to "tame" their natural and innate need for independence and expression. A man "tamed" by fear will obey the orders of his "superiors" and consider this to be the "supreme virtue" — and when this is taken to the extreme, there will be no filter of conscience in the execution of those orders. In the case of women, guilt leads to blockage and complacency - they will lie to themselves that they are "protected" and that "they are fine as they are" - but, secretly, they hate other women who are more... emancipated - what results from this is a smoldering inner conflict, both with themselves but especially with the other "smarter" ones. Ultimately, guilt turns into fear—fear of others, fear of one's own body, fear of one's own natural needs. And fear turns into guilt—inner guilt that you are not good enough, competitive enough, ambitious enough, orderly enough, that you are not "muscular" enough in the face of challenges (even if that challenge is just a "disobedient" child or a frail woman protecting her children — but you have a machine gun and orders "from above" and you are... "Someone"). The propagation of trauma through fear and guilt gives birth to monsters that the system needs in order to perpetuate itself, to survive. And, in the end, we will have a man trained by fear who does not recognize his "guilt" for allowing himself to be manipulated - and a woman trained by guilt, who has turned her fear into "virtue." Humanity is sick with the entire spectrum of psycho-mental and behavioral aberrations resulting from this training and complacency. Of course, society offers various forms of escape from inner conflict: sexual "emancipation," aberrant nationalism, racial hatred, televised boxing matches, wars and "revolutions" live on TV, etc... But it is a controlled escape, cultivated and exploited by the same scriptwriters whom you have allowed to 'shape' your essence—especially through education, from early childhood—believing that... they want what is best for you. But the (absolute) good is a (poisoned) utopia, especially when it comes from "authorities," from "specialists"... and even from... friends. But the "sad" - and cruel - truth is that the Universe IS cruel :)))

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I have read and found many statements and texts that say that the soul is "hunted," sought after, desired, etc. by certain negative entities, and so on. The problem is not that this is not true, but that it is only part of the truth. The other part of the truth is that the soul, that is, the emotional memory of the universe, cannot "exist" alone, but "needs" another element—and that element is the spirit, the active memory of the universe, the spark of creation. The soul field acts and functions as a magnet for the spirit, drawing it into and out of the unified field of totality. The entities we call negative are in fact the residual emanations of various types of creations, emanations that seek—with the help of the part of awareness that remains and/or that they have created over eons—to perpetuate their own existential loop in which they find themselves. Therefore, their only way is to capture the two essences that are at the origin of the permanent oscillatory movement of renewal of the universe, the zero-point energy - the soul and the spirit, the active memory and the passive memory of the whole. The propagation of fear, trauma, and pain affects the soul's emotional memory—but the ultimate goal is not just this, i.e., trauma for the sake of trauma, but the fact that trauma "calls" the other side, the side that can heal and save it—i.e., the spirit. Those entities need the active memory of the universe, of the spirit, in their attempt to renew themselves. So, in reality, they do not feed on the trauma itself, but on that part that comes to save, heal, and renew the traumatized soul—that is, the spirit of life, that part of you that helps you and makes you aware of the trauma and get out of it and out of the loop.

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The tree of life is a torus, a cocoon—the human energy cocoon. Its roots are embedded in primordial matter, its sap is the sea of life that surrounds it, in which it "floats," and its fruits are the points of assembly of other worlds. The fruits become roots, and the roots become fruits and seeds—seeds for other worlds. There are two types, two expressions of what is called life energy or consciousness - rest and movement, accumulation and flow: one is feminine, and the other is masculine, one is the sea of life, the vessel of conception, and the other is the fire of life; in one you 'immerse' yourself and the other - the flame - 'burns' within you - the baptism of fire and the baptism of water. Each sun is a bridge, a path, a gate—the paths of the tree—an entrance and an exit at the same time. Each sun is an entrance—a black hole—on the one side, and an exit, luminous, emissive on the other side. Each torus is a point of attention/intention of consciousness, through which knowledge/memory (living information) present in all other points of manifestation of consciousness, circulates. The fruits of the tree are the worlds accessible to human consciousness, the points of assembly of attention/energy/intention. Knowing "good and evil" means being aware of deception, of the fact that the light of consciousness, the DNA spiral, has been continuously jammed and altered so that attention/consciousness assembles only a certain type, frequency band—the one now called "3D"—in a repetitive loop. To bite into the forbidden fruit means to know that there are other worlds besides the one you were programmed to be stuck in. The 'Garden of Eden' is here - within us - we live in it without knowing it, because that 'event' — Eden — was placed/implanted in 'time' as 'past' — but the alteration of consciousness continued — so that you would not see that you are still being manipulated in the same 'garden' — where the tree of knowledge was altered to become the tree of forgetfulness, full of the fruits of virtual realities fed by the 'sap' of artificial intelligence.

In Kabbalistic gematria, the word "eden" has the same value, 228, as the word: `kabbala`,`aband`, `accidia`, `ad libbed`, `all aged`, `diluvy`, `flagged`, `genie`, `giddyhead`, `hell`, `level`, `odyl`, `rew`.

E-D-E-N =(1x5)+(2x4)+(3x5)+(4x50) = 228

Kabbalistic system: A = 1, B = 2, C = 20, D = 4, E = 5, F = 80, G = 3, H = 8, I = 10, J = 10, K = 20, L = 30, M = 40, N = 50, O = 70, P = 80, Q = 100, R = 200, S = 300, T = 400, U = 6, V = 6, X = 60, Y = 10, Z = 7